Thursday, October 29, 2009

What If?

What if, for one day, I refuse to focus on all the outside events that I believe wreck havoc with my life?
What if I put aside any thoughts about food and losing weight that otherwise take up so much of my time?
What if I pretend there is no such thing as my past bad relationships? (because guess what? They really do no longer exist).
What if I refuse to focus on any thoughts about lack of money?
What if I choose to believe that my kids really will make all the right decisions and be alright?
What if I believe that I am a good enough artist?
What if I choose to believe that I am already destined to have a great life?
What would I think about then?
Funny how that seems like a very scary door to open, 
and how I almost feel safer locked in this room with all my insecurities.
Better to get up, open that door, and see what it's like to step out into a brand new life. 


i brake 4 dreams said...

AWESOME post! thank you so much for visiting me ;o)

i believe i followed a link from another blog to yours (can't remember exactly which blog it was, lol) but i am so glad as well that i found you!

i can't tell you how much your compliments men to me! have a beautiful day, my new blog friend!

love + luck + bliss,
missysue xox

Maria-Thérèse said...

Yes!!!!! Yes!!!!!

listen to Heather Nova's "Out on a Limb"

And you are an artist, I still think about that piece I liked so much, you know.

Calming Scents said...

well guess what, what IF you did all this,,,,makes you wonder how would your day be and how would you feel?