What if I put aside any thoughts about food and losing weight that otherwise take up so much of my time?
What if I pretend there is no such thing as my past bad relationships? (because guess what? They really do no longer exist).
What if I refuse to focus on any thoughts about lack of money?
What if I choose to believe that my kids really will make all the right decisions and be alright?
What if I believe that I am a good enough artist?
What if I choose to believe that I am already destined to have a great life?
What would I think about then?
Funny how that seems like a very scary door to open,
and how I almost feel safer locked in this room with all my insecurities.
Better to get up, open that door, and see what it's like to step out into a brand new life.